Past and Future!

At times I feel that this exhibits a soft and weak character, but acknowledging its presence does not defeat me. Contrarily it helps me greatly more in being honest and rigid in my own decision making capacity.

The chirping of the birds behind me where I sit, is indicating to me that soon there shall be the light of the early morning, flushing through my window. And what a pleasant site it would be to be with thoughts coming towards this machine which seems to be a companion of mine while nature and the world and its universe drift by. I shall not deny that there have been many such occasions in the past as well. Most of them have been as pleasant as the one I design now, but many too have been in circumstances that have been most disturbing. Let the disturbances be in the past, let the future be open to discovery and expectation, and hope that they shall be all in happiness and joy !!

We are all so deeply unaware of the acute conditions that our countrymen and women live and survive in. For the female gender in particular there is a sea of conditioning that angers one and infuriates our inner self. The ruthlessness of tradition at times does become unbearable. A child is born into this world, bearing no preconditioning of caste creed, religion or colour. But as it grows into this wicked world, it slowly begins to accommodate a space tutored by those that bear them, or those that wish for them to be influenced by their authoritative presence. The vulnerable succumb. The strong fight. Those that succumb are no better than those that fight, and those that fight are no better than those that succumb. Or so it would seem. But each has his or her own parameters, which if they were to cross over would leave them somewhat paralyzed.

I wish then for the individual strength of conviction. I wish too for equality of presence and its dignity. I wish not for barriers that confine conservatism and wanton tradition. I wish for able traditionalism to flourish, and that which practices its opposite to be kept dormant or completely removed. I wish for liberty and its pursuance, but most of all I wish for all this to be accomplished without the shackles of undesired resistance ….

With my fondest regard…

Love to all...

DiL