I write...

I write , I fight because this is indeed my victory when I do .. Many shall never understand the reason behind words, which are written not for any reason of benefit or exploitation. But with that intent of not wanting to suppress feelings which otherwise may have remained dormant and hidden within .. What do we achieve when we are dormant, silent and without expression outwardly .. We sweat and fester inside among that which has reason to be exploded to the world outside. many argue against it and many for .. Those that have lived an unspoken life perhaps need to speak now. The subjugation has been too intense and formal. Others that have the liberty and benefit of being free spirited, have much to say, and say it the way they would wish it to. There is a desire to use such instances. To be renowned in the world of frank speak, yet using it to say that which perhaps may never find speech and sound. The alibi is that you have already been identified as one that speaks their mind out. When in fact it could be just the other. But who shall discover or find out … None !! And so much the better for that. Why must one ever indulge themselves in finding characters of others when they are themselves in search of that which they may want to express, or need to express and have been waiting for this opportunity for some ages .. Silence keeps one guessing ! It could be a wonderful tool to observe absorb and then perhaps express or not express at all. Motor mouths keep talking so much that in time you lose interest in them, even though they may be expressing something of grave or great importance. There could be advantages here. Knowing that they shall be ignored after a while, they advantage themselves of releasing that pent up energy, inviting normalcy and relaxed countenance, when their counterparts burn with some intensity in un expressed indigestion ! You may not know the mind of him that observes silently. You may have the advantage of saying and bursting out with whatever you feel within. But … is what you express genuine and true. This is where the cunning comes in. Speak it out even if there is no sense in it, yet get away with what ever needed to be expelled from your system, hidden in the garb of that descriptive observation from the others that ’ we do not wish to take him seriously for, he does speak a lot … ‘ And that is just the garb that one wishes one could wrap around ourselves with, in order to keep us immune from any kind of blame. Known for speaking out, but speaking out of turn and without content, is not such a bad state to be in. Because, when it is desired to say something that could, you know, affect the other, it would be said in nonchalant manner, but said it would be … like it or not … !! That satisfaction would always remain with you. Unlike the other more silent kind. Never speak, never up for debate or discussion. Debate and discussion does not have an initial of its own. It picks up from that which floats through from the others in conversation. media journalist often use this technique. Provoke statement and then interpret it the way you feel it would bring the much needed commerce. Nothing wrong with that. Who said media was not a business. It is. And a most lucrative one at that. The newspaper, the net or the electronic has replaced that body of judgement givers in society. It was always that knowledged few, who spoke and the world listened, believed and  followed. Now you have options of viewpoints. In a democracy this is of prime importance to the very doctrines of governance and management. It encourages one to have differing opinions and views on particular subjects. And not always may they all have similarity. Lack of similarity gives rise to options. Options provide us the reason to have access to differing assumptions. How and when those assumptions fructify into fact, is the genius of brilliant media management. They have the power and the strength and the hold to bring you down on your knees, or conversely to raise you to a platform from where it would be difficult to descend. The conscience, the keepers of justice and morality … the ombudsmen of the country and indeed the entire universe, sit in perhaps the most heavily guarded and insulated, protected existence than any other. It is not just their immunity that one can profess, it is also the most effective example of building bonds of togetherness among themselves. I marvel at this most incredible feat and wonder, if somehow the rest of the world that they know and revolve around, could possibly imbibe a small percentage of their discipline and unwritten code of conduct, this planet would be such a wonderful place to live in … There is though a small matter of some importance however … If we were to follow example, what and where would they be … with our codes in place and in tact we would never need the services of them that challenged us in almost every walk of life ..

It is a strange world we all live in … do we not …

Love you all … and before I close may I put in a small prayer for those of our friends that reside in and around ‘Sandy’, to be safe and in good care …

DiL.