The post of the night before mirrored a kaleidoscope, which could only have been seen by me. It was that one single tubular machine, it was that one singular eye piece through which I was looking, enjoying the sights and brilliant visuals, selfishly. Not ever wanting to share them with anyone else. Not ever wanting to disclose or reveal their reality, their meaning, or reference.
Some moments in life need to be covered in protection. They need to be disguised in expressions, somewhat irrelevant to others. I believe there is no crime in it. The human rarely ever shares his or her entire mind or body with others completely.
I hid behind a mask. Those that could see through it perhaps will. I wish them well. Those that could not I wish them well too, for even if I were to explain them the details it would not make any difference to their lives.
It’s been few days since Shabs departed to spend some time with Mom and Dad in Pakistan. It seems that had being ages since he has left. Everything changes when a person that is supposed to be there disappeared for a while. Even though I don’t show my emotions on this matter believe me they are there. The absence of Bhaijan Shabs is very much in my mind and heart. But I should not be shallow minded, he is there having a good time with the Mom Dad. I wish him the very best and hope that everything turns out to be a really pleasure journey for everyone involved.
Always missing your good spirit...with my love
DiL
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