Doing nothing!

It is the course of nature ..

When you have nothing, there is nothing to do … when you have something to do, there is so much that it almost seems like nothing .. work and its business keeps you strapped up in that mode of labour, and so long as there is commitment for the work taken, there is much to do .. and one does it despite .. but somehow, lie back with the intent of wanting to do nothing and the body corresponds with the idea … almost in conjunction !

It is stupefying how this happens, but I believe there is a formula that is taken over by the body at large. It is the people that surround one, those that throw affection and love towards you .. that does it ..
You may be in the middle of a yawn, but you stifle it for the work at hand and continue … that is how involved we get, and once got we tend to remain that way ..

We should really … don’t you think ?

Idle thoughts are at times either too idle or too vivid to be taken up in thought … these disturb us immensely, these thoughts take over with a brush if idleness were to be talked to or even questioned behind closed doors ..

Idle … are we really idle … or do we have another meaning for the word ?

As you rest with the eyes shut, some thoughts wander in almost uninvited and begin to entertain you in times of their pleasantness. At times those very thoughts run another direction and think of drastic conditions, personal general … and we are all suddenly sunk into this vortex that has been in all honesty, beyond any thought !!

Once,  i saw somewhere that perhaps indicated what happens when a character thinks of matters and they start unfolding truly and in all correctness, in front of your eyes … it is a drastic thought but one that does not find explanation any where in either the books or the people at large ..
So why do we wish to attend to it ..?

Well at times it brings in great reward, when you discover that what had been thought off, does indeed find favour with your dreams ..

I have the weirdest dreams each night. I fight demons, I have unfulfilled desires, slapped all over them. I always interpret these drastic dreams to be a tired mind, a mind that perhaps suffers from either being crazy or suffer some kind of a mind disease ..and it is important that I knowledge myself with all that matter. Its the purity of the subject and the harshness of rejection ..

So out of these walls that do nothing but teach and teach us good, we are delighted to learn that there is immense reaction, somewhat  violently to what is in store for us …

I have always felt that the pillow or the softy that is clutched under the legs and has finite and definite postures, is one that shall be run and operated. Really what does this indicate ! That you love your clutched blanket of an expensive piece always …. and that it shall never fail you .. !!!

My missives are mundane  …  they give away some kind of information that I may be surreptitiously frequenting, merely to be in the fun with the others, but in fact they were there to nab certain repeated defaulters who now may seek deportation .. !!

It is too complicated a work to have meaning to it, so best then to leave it free to ponder to think to contemplate in the concrete wilds of London...

My love always ..

DiL